
Originally Posted by
Hamadash
Dearest baby,
I still remember the first day i laid my eyes on you. I felt the strangest feelings that i can't stop and it grows everyday. Everytime i saw you coming, I felt the butterflies in my stomach. And when you smile at me, as if i was an ice cream under the sun, melting. Oh, what a nice feeling i had and im sure i will never forget that until the rest of my life.
We've been together for quite sometime as a friend but still i hide my feelings for you. I am afraid that you might know (and he might know) that i am crazy about you. My heart beats faster everytime we are together. I want to show you my real feelings but I cant because of the situation I have right now (i belong to someone else). Ill just stay distant from you....
Until that day i found out your letter for me, I was numb and shaking, as if im drowning and drowning in every words you wrote for me. I never imagine that we have the same feelings. But how can we share our feelings to each other if i am not free anymore? It is very difficult situation we have right now. I just wish that we've meet before. But, what can i do? I am trap and nowhere to go. I need to sacrifice for the sake of my family. And i will sacrifice you my secret love of all time...
I hope when the time comes that i am open to accept you, you're still there standing at my door waiting for me. I will always love you secretly. You take care always.
Lovelots,
Darling